Today started off like any other day; my alarm clock when off on my phone, and I hit snooze. Slept for what I thought was five minutes, ended up sleeping in bed an extra hour than I had originally planned. But, even though I was rushing out of the house, I still attempted to find the positives in the very start of the day. I had slept over my boyfriend's house, so when I went to wake up him to say good bye, he was so tired he just continued sleeping, which I happened to find ridiculously adorable. But once I kissed his forehead, I headed to my mode transportation: the purple bicycle. You will eventually learn several, random facts about me; one of those facts is that I do not drive yet, and depend highly on my bike to get me to point A to point B. But on the way in route to my father's house, people were simply just driving like idiots. I got back to my dad's about quarter after ten, and knowing I had to be at work for eleven, I took a quick shower, threw some last minute black eye-liner on, and headed out the door up the street. Once I got to work things actually got better.
"Wow, I sure am curious about what she does for work," OH! well I'm SO glad you asked. I am currently working as a deli clerk in a chain supermarket called "Shaw's." I've been basically working my summer away, to go back to school, to work some more, on top of school work; oh boy, the fun never ends. But yeah, the deli is a complicated place. The customers are always a task of their own, staying on pace, always cautious and careful regarding food and health safety, and exhorting large amounts of self-control usually all occur during one shift.
But anyways, after work I was just simply frustrated as all hell. I forgot what struck the match, but I was simply irritated. So, I went by my dad's, changed out of my work clothes, headed to my boyfriend's. From there, the irritation had only grown. He wasn't doing things to irritate me intentionally, but I ended up directing my frustrations out onto him. We managed to book a reservation at a campground in Wareham/Cape Cod area for Sunday through Wednesday, and boy let me tell you, I cannot WAIT to get out of this town for a few days, surround myself with nature, and only naturally, good vibes. So, now that we made the reservation tomorrow we have to figure out clothes, packing, supplies, groceries, etc. It stresses me out a little, but I know we will be able to manage get some good stuff for camp grub. From there though, we had moved some piece of desk/shelved furniture up the attic stairs, and sweet baby Jesus was that a task .-. Holy shittt o.O It was just too big for some reason, and we ended up taking the desk portion off and squeezing it up the entrance. But needless to say, we both felt irritably accomplished after that. But to make a long story short, we ended up going to a game night my coworker/friend had invited us to, where we spent our time sipping, munching, and playing some Cards Against Humanity. We had some hot dogs, had a good game, along with some good and random conversations. And to be honest, the best part? Was the feeling of being around more than three people and those times we ALL burst out into laughter, that was awesome, every time. And we literally got back to the house only like maybe an hour or so ago? So like, 1:30ish in the morning, which isn't bad, but I do have work at eight, soooo that's not going to be fun once I actually need to wake up, but that's okay, four hours is better than none.
Just writing about my day reminded me to let you know that I will probably get a bit personal on this page, not with names or anything like that, but more so experiences and how they have shaped my beliefs and thoughts into what they are today. Friendship is one of those things I have issues with, for good and not so good reasons. But again, I'm just making the memo for both you and I just so I can remind myself to discuss it at a later date. If you happened to read through ALL of these words, God Bless your soul, and I sincerely appreciate your support and patience. I hope that you were not as easily irritated at I was earlier today, and that you had a good day. I also hope that you have an even better day tomorrow, and no, I'm not just saying that. I am getting so tired that my eyes feel heavy, so I am going to attempt taking a nap before I head into work :P I'm there tomorrow from 8-2 tomorrow, UGH. Then camping planning stuffs is gonna happen. So, I will post another blog some point tomorrow, whenever I get back to my laptop.
Thanks again for reading my blog, it feels wonderful to release my cluttered mind onto the internet on my very OWN blog website! Have a great night.
"Wow, I sure am curious about what she does for work," OH! well I'm SO glad you asked. I am currently working as a deli clerk in a chain supermarket called "Shaw's." I've been basically working my summer away, to go back to school, to work some more, on top of school work; oh boy, the fun never ends. But yeah, the deli is a complicated place. The customers are always a task of their own, staying on pace, always cautious and careful regarding food and health safety, and exhorting large amounts of self-control usually all occur during one shift.
- Random fact here, I am a little disappointed in myself for being a good deli clerk. People my age have 4.0 GPAs, auditioning for American Idol, performing on stages across the country, moving to states on the other side of the country, and what am I doing? Closing the deli on Monday & Tuesday nights. Like, I couldn't be "naturally" good at something, I have only known how to improve my performance based off of hard work, constant effort even when you don't have any at all, and that practice makes perfect. So, I have learned a ton from working behind two different deli's over the past year, and hopefully it takes me down better paths or career options.
But anyways, after work I was just simply frustrated as all hell. I forgot what struck the match, but I was simply irritated. So, I went by my dad's, changed out of my work clothes, headed to my boyfriend's. From there, the irritation had only grown. He wasn't doing things to irritate me intentionally, but I ended up directing my frustrations out onto him. We managed to book a reservation at a campground in Wareham/Cape Cod area for Sunday through Wednesday, and boy let me tell you, I cannot WAIT to get out of this town for a few days, surround myself with nature, and only naturally, good vibes. So, now that we made the reservation tomorrow we have to figure out clothes, packing, supplies, groceries, etc. It stresses me out a little, but I know we will be able to manage get some good stuff for camp grub. From there though, we had moved some piece of desk/shelved furniture up the attic stairs, and sweet baby Jesus was that a task .-. Holy shittt o.O It was just too big for some reason, and we ended up taking the desk portion off and squeezing it up the entrance. But needless to say, we both felt irritably accomplished after that. But to make a long story short, we ended up going to a game night my coworker/friend had invited us to, where we spent our time sipping, munching, and playing some Cards Against Humanity. We had some hot dogs, had a good game, along with some good and random conversations. And to be honest, the best part? Was the feeling of being around more than three people and those times we ALL burst out into laughter, that was awesome, every time. And we literally got back to the house only like maybe an hour or so ago? So like, 1:30ish in the morning, which isn't bad, but I do have work at eight, soooo that's not going to be fun once I actually need to wake up, but that's okay, four hours is better than none.
Just writing about my day reminded me to let you know that I will probably get a bit personal on this page, not with names or anything like that, but more so experiences and how they have shaped my beliefs and thoughts into what they are today. Friendship is one of those things I have issues with, for good and not so good reasons. But again, I'm just making the memo for both you and I just so I can remind myself to discuss it at a later date. If you happened to read through ALL of these words, God Bless your soul, and I sincerely appreciate your support and patience. I hope that you were not as easily irritated at I was earlier today, and that you had a good day. I also hope that you have an even better day tomorrow, and no, I'm not just saying that. I am getting so tired that my eyes feel heavy, so I am going to attempt taking a nap before I head into work :P I'm there tomorrow from 8-2 tomorrow, UGH. Then camping planning stuffs is gonna happen. So, I will post another blog some point tomorrow, whenever I get back to my laptop.
Thanks again for reading my blog, it feels wonderful to release my cluttered mind onto the internet on my very OWN blog website! Have a great night.