I am still feeling "off" like I was in my last post, but now it feels like I just want to fade away.. Sometimes I feel that would be the best thing to do, but at the same time, I was given this life to shine, so why should I hide in the dark? Well, I am a bit more prone to darkness than brightness, so perhaps that is why. I just wish I never lost my sense of self in love... I really miss my good nature and ability to look straight passed any possibility of pain, and now? It is all I seem to attract for myself, haha. Whether I am dishing it out or the one going through it, another figurative person that is no stranger to me. So, I guess that is where my head is right now, and in reality? I'm doing okay.. I'm stressed but I'm alright. This week is the week before finals & I am, of course, doing everything last fucking minute - but that's my life. So, I am going to go back to reading, try and get some more of that finished so I have less to read later tonight. I will not be sleeping this evening, nor will I be getting sleep the rest of this week, so... Feel free to shoot me an email, give me your feedback on the post. I know that most of those who actually still read my blog are more experienced in life than I obviously am.. So, do you have any advice for me? Funny, the blogger asking for advice, haha. If it is personal, shoot me that email, if it is not, feel free to leave a comment below.
Also, Happy Thanksgiving to everyone who celebrated the season of giving. I hope you all had a wonderful day with those you care about. Christmas is right around the corner, so save up your money & remember to spend it all to line the pockets of those taking advantage of the holiday season! Oh, and Happy Birthday Sweet Baby Jesus, haha.
Alright Guys, this is going to be the final subset of text. I hope you have a wonderful remainder of your day, and remember to live the life you want to live. Keep moving forward, even if you hit obstacles that set you back, those happened for a reason - so, embrace it. Please feel free to reach out, comment, or email me if you have gone through a similar experience, or would like to talk to me about anything. Until next time, C'est la Vie & Viva la Vie Boheme!