I suppose I am here to update you on things that have been going on as of late, and I am not exactly sure what to say at this point. Earlier this evening I had a whole line up of things I wanted to discuss with you all, and now, my mind is drawn completely blank. I have just spent a few hours writing in my own personal journal, because I have a paperback journal where entries actually do not make it to the internet.
I was going to talk about how I loathe knowing someone I care about is in a tough spot & I cannot do anything to help them. That's been the case all my life, and it's a bit frustrating to know I'm of no help when it really matters. I'm at the point where I am wondering what my purpose is, how I am supposed to contribute to the common good when we are running low on "good." People tend to manipulate others, feed off of others pain & misery, as well as putting others before themselves, even if it makes others feel pressured or in a tough spot. It truly drives me mad.
But, I also just took a shot of Nyquil and am beginning to feel it kick in, because I am starting to lose focus. It's also 5:30 am on Wednesday and I need to not sleep until 5:00 pm. So, who knows what I will be up to tomorrow, I am catching a cold apparently, so maybe not up too much. I will be returning to blog more tomorrow, I just wanted to get something out there for now.
C'est La Vie!
I was going to talk about how I loathe knowing someone I care about is in a tough spot & I cannot do anything to help them. That's been the case all my life, and it's a bit frustrating to know I'm of no help when it really matters. I'm at the point where I am wondering what my purpose is, how I am supposed to contribute to the common good when we are running low on "good." People tend to manipulate others, feed off of others pain & misery, as well as putting others before themselves, even if it makes others feel pressured or in a tough spot. It truly drives me mad.
But, I also just took a shot of Nyquil and am beginning to feel it kick in, because I am starting to lose focus. It's also 5:30 am on Wednesday and I need to not sleep until 5:00 pm. So, who knows what I will be up to tomorrow, I am catching a cold apparently, so maybe not up too much. I will be returning to blog more tomorrow, I just wanted to get something out there for now.
C'est La Vie!