I have been settling back into the swing of things up here at school, so I apologize for not posting or making a video. I planned on doing a video within the past week, but I never got to it. The idea of doing one before Friday is completely possible, but I have quite a bit on my plate, and I think I am biting off more than I can chew, but I won't know if I do not at least try. Right? So, things that I am up to. . . It has been a whole week since I moved back into my dorm, and things are going smoothly, more smoothly than I had expected them to go, but I am not complaining. So far, I have not needed to pull any all nighters, so that is already a plus compared to the prior semester. I will say that my schedule is pretty full between classes and working, but I survived the first week, so I am sure the rest is just smoothing out the rough edges. I understand that no matter what, I am unable to control outside forces, but the one force that I can control? Myself. I need to do things that matter to me; eat right, get some exercise in, study intently and listen to my surroundings. Each year I am able to see, it is one more chance to change the things I do not enjoy about myself & I am doing just that. Like I said, I will be posting a video - hopefully - sometime this week. I apologize again for not posting. This post is not going to be very long, today was a long day. I woke up sort of late morning, ate lunch, then began to get ready for the first day back at the deli from vacation. And oh boy did I have work cut out for me... I do not even really want to talk about it. But that is what this blog is for. So for those who are "deli-savy," try and empathize with me when I say: First day back was a Sunday; I do not work well with the person I was closing with; the store closes an hour before we usually close, and that did not seem to matter to my co worker; they decided slicing cheese on a KOSHER SLICER was a GOOD idea, rather than wiping down the slicer she just sliced a quarter pound of ham on....; I ended up basically washing four slicers on my own; I did floors by myself; I helped most of the customers in a quick manner; I wrapped the entire case, by myself. I understand this is my job, and I get paid for doing it, but I try my best to HELP my coworkers while I work with them while we close, as a team.. Ya know, communication, task lists, preferences, things that help the time go by faster.. Nope, not tonight, not at all. It was just aggravating that I had to delegate what I needed to be done, rather than asking and being polite about it. It pains me to be mean to people, even when I think about being mean, or hurting anybody - past, present, or future. I do not like it.
But anyways, once I clocked out and left the store, I got a coffee, and ate some soup. Tried walking back to campus, but some classmates/friends/floor neighbors decided to give me a ride, which was extremely nice of them; because I was so pissed I was going to walk home to defuse, but on the other hand, it was about 12 degrees outside.. so there was that. It is rounding out at about 1:30 am at the moment, and I have to be up and functional at about 8:00 am, to be dressed, caffeinated, and ready for work at 9:00 am. I also need to find a ride to work after my shift on campus, so there's that. But I will figure something out, I almost always do. I will keep touching base with you guys, but for now I will leave you with this. Have a great night folks, I am going to try and get some rest. I hope you all have a great day tomorrow, and remember, it is whatever you make of it. If you put out negative vibes, they will come right back to you. I am sending you positive vibes.<3 Sleep tight loves.
But anyways, once I clocked out and left the store, I got a coffee, and ate some soup. Tried walking back to campus, but some classmates/friends/floor neighbors decided to give me a ride, which was extremely nice of them; because I was so pissed I was going to walk home to defuse, but on the other hand, it was about 12 degrees outside.. so there was that. It is rounding out at about 1:30 am at the moment, and I have to be up and functional at about 8:00 am, to be dressed, caffeinated, and ready for work at 9:00 am. I also need to find a ride to work after my shift on campus, so there's that. But I will figure something out, I almost always do. I will keep touching base with you guys, but for now I will leave you with this. Have a great night folks, I am going to try and get some rest. I hope you all have a great day tomorrow, and remember, it is whatever you make of it. If you put out negative vibes, they will come right back to you. I am sending you positive vibes.<3 Sleep tight loves.